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Saturday, May 28, 2005, 8:01:00 AM
No real title, cant think of 1 wahaha
Ohhhhh well its been a week since i came back from japan and i finally found the right mood to write blog, haha its been a really non productive week, slacked quite a great deal and proud of it wahahaha. Well the trip to japan turned out to be very good indeed, its a really nice country with good weather and interesting culture.. haha really missed the weather now that im in singapore. Enjoyed myself more then i expected i would.. haha started out a little unhappy when my dad was in a foul mood and i quarrelled a little with my sis, but it worked out fine.. but quarrelling wiht my sis can be really irritating. haha even when shes late she will scold you and make sacarstic remarks about keep nagging at her, and shes likes to be really critical about my actions blah blah.. whoop nobody's perfect i ain't too wahaha cut me some slack laaa.. but haha my sis ain't realllly that bad, sometimes what she says of me is true in someway or another i suppose.. The tour covered alot of interesting places in japan, visited a total of 3 temples and 2 castles round central japan. Although i havn't had enoough of japan food yet. And it turned out that disney land wasnt as fun as i expected it to be althuogh it was great, must be cos of my age and the freaking crowd inside haha. Universal studios was more interesting! Almost forget! in japan, places are always FREAKING CROWDED hahaha.. i still remember most of the temples i went to was flooded by school kids, haha quite a funny sight, makes me feel old. The mount fuji visit was really great too, the view around japan of the mountain is really beautiful, it stood really grand around the landscape.. haha hopes it doesnt erupt anytime soon. Well one thing that i didnt expect from the trip was that i got to know diana and yilin. haha and at 1st i tot i was the youngest in the tour group (24 females and only 6 guys!). turned out that diana is younger then me and coincidentally from sp cls too! and the girls tot initially i was only sec 4 -.-" haha had alot of fun hanging out with them. Well thats all about the japan trip~ haha another thing that i reallly wanna talk about is my behavior around girls. Its like, some girls i can really talk to chit chat have fun, but some other girls, i justt dunno cant talk to them straight in the face and have a normal conversation. haha and its not like i dislike them or what, but its like *turns*, *looks at the face*, *speechless*, *turns away*. hahahaha it happens also when i see new freshie girls during archery orientations and stuff, haha just cant talk to them, haha conclusion?? Its almost that unknowingly in my mind theres 2 types of girls, the talkables and the non talkables, WAHAHAHAHA hmm..... bah i call it female speech phobia (FSP) lol. Gotta overcome it. or maybe i should just leave it wahaha. Whoop signing out. Things that happened recently
Monday, May 16, 2005, 8:00:00 PM
Xian dan chao ren!
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My Resolve..
Well here comes another long entry.. here goes! what is resolve..? it is the determination and desire to make a firm decision about something.. not hesisting nor fearing the decision being made.. for example.. if you want to do something.. Do not aim towards the goal with the mentality that "I want to achieve it" instead, think that "I will achieve it.." haha saw about resolve in bleach the anime.. it really did make me think about myself too.. and it just dawned onto me that i have been living my life without a true resolve.. Well just a short history about myself.. I guess during primary school i gave most of my peers a general impression that i was the rich brat that was a little good for nothing.. haha didn't leave a good impression to my friends and teachers.. and the sadly that little sad fact that i was still a brat throughout lower sec still didnt change haha.. and by the time i was in upper sec and more aware of my impression on others it was already too late to change.. haha sad.. thats partially the reason why i chose singapore poly while most of friends, ok make that 90% of my friends chose np instead.. cause....... i wanted to start afresh! haha though it made me a social outcast with my ncc friends.. but ohh well i think they didnt really like me in the first place.. haha boooo... Haha the point is.. till now i really havn't really made my own resolve of how i want my life to be.. i've kinda lived at least 1/2 of my teenage life trying to fit in.. and i've always been trying to get people to accept me.. my views.. my ideas.. haha in poly life class i've kinda like just followed collin and the other guys around, what they do, i'll try to follow.. and i suppose the worst thing that happened that really told me about how little influence i have around my friends was when i tried to organise a graduation trip to rawa.. (www.rawasfr.com) haha.. it's still kinda upsetting to think about it now.. cause i had this dream of going there with a group of really good friends.. but everyone kinda backed out in the last minute.. it wouldn't have been so bad if they just said no in the first place.. but the part about pulling out really hurts bad.. haha.. haha THE REAL POINT IS..... i really have to kinda grow out of my bad habit of trying to be part of every group of friends or acquaintance i meet.. i cant really make decision on my own.. and the feeling of not wanting to be left out.. YOU GOTTA LEARN TO BE INDEPENDANT MAN. Haha guess im a sucker for companionship. if i was to be thrown onto an deserted island, i think i would have jumped right back into the sea and drown myself then to be alone hahahah.. whooop~ Guess i'll just stop here.. nights.. sweet dreams.. Things that happened recently
Tuesday, May 10, 2005, 3:29:00 PM
Reminisce
Time: 11.11pm-12.28am Well this is the first real blog im writing about.. soooo i don't know how blogs are supposed to be written or how long it should be or the tenses that should be used etc etc~ sooooooooo i'll just do it my journal way.. here goes.. Its been a really long time since i took up a pen to write my experiences in my life.. so haha well theres gonna be kinda of a void in my life of the memories i had in the last quarter of 2004 and the first quarter of 2005.. i'll just try to remember and write down some right now.. Well it had been a really slow and sluggish semester and most of my guys were suffereing from what i call a classic case of graduation syndrome, its when school life is about to end and since having studying and achieving for soo many semesters, you get all relaxed and stuff like that you know. well it wasnt different for my case, i got all relaxed whoop but i did manage thru! wahahaha someone up there still loves me! There were alot of celebration throughout the semester, be it the farewell party or the dinner and dance, i had memorable times with a group of friends i have come to known well for 3 years.. well during these 3 years i had quite a few incidents with them, but it all worked out fine and whoop at least im not hated in class wahahaha. friends in my class and along with friends for buddy classes really made class studying more enjoyable. and before i know it, i've already graduated.. regrets about grades? haha nope none actually i'm quite proud of them as a matter of fact.. Well as many people has already found out at the end of th journey.. its not about reaching the end that matters the most.. its about the process of reaching thats worth remembering.. All the sweat and tears, joy and sadness you've experienced in the 3 years.. it really shapes you into who you will become for the next 30 years.. and here i am.. at the end of the 3 years journey looking back like an old veteran.. and cause its the end for studying for awhile, it feels almost like i've been fighting all my life, and suddenly when i wake up 1 day, the war is over. Its not a bad actually.. my point is.. the sudden lost of the meaning in life just leaves a person empty and uneasy.. well i suppose it happens to everybody.. Well i tied most of the loose ends in poly.. got most of the contacts of the people that i want to keep in contact with hahaha.. archery club is left in good hands.. but haha being a former member its makes me worry about it.. well its a natural instinct! haha.. and i havnt really had a good shooting time for the past few sessions.. which kinda makes me think about the old year 2 days.. well its not about the company now the members are all pretty good kids.. but it was just we shared a stronger bond during that time.. we used to all come at the same time.. all have lunch at the same time.. and went off at the same time as a whole big grp.. me collin $4 ee yang and the other guys.. those were the really good days.. now things are a little different.. but ohh well its not really different in a bad way.. haha whoop well didnt really talk about anything in particular.. just trying to talk about my general feelings as of the moment~ ohh well more yet to come.. till then strenth and honor.. cherish the moment.. Things that happened recently zzz my palmtop info got wiped out monkeys birthday celebration started project 692[2] Recieved 6th semester results 4A 2B+ 1B 1C AND AD FOR CCA WAHAHAHA Monday, May 09, 2005, 11:32:00 AM
The change from writing to typing my feelings..
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