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Sunday, May 15, 2005, 4:06:00 PM
My Resolve..
Well here comes another long entry.. here goes! what is resolve..? it is the determination and desire to make a firm decision about something.. not hesisting nor fearing the decision being made.. for example.. if you want to do something.. Do not aim towards the goal with the mentality that "I want to achieve it" instead, think that "I will achieve it.." haha saw about resolve in bleach the anime.. it really did make me think about myself too.. and it just dawned onto me that i have been living my life without a true resolve.. Well just a short history about myself.. I guess during primary school i gave most of my peers a general impression that i was the rich brat that was a little good for nothing.. haha didn't leave a good impression to my friends and teachers.. and the sadly that little sad fact that i was still a brat throughout lower sec still didnt change haha.. and by the time i was in upper sec and more aware of my impression on others it was already too late to change.. haha sad.. thats partially the reason why i chose singapore poly while most of friends, ok make that 90% of my friends chose np instead.. cause....... i wanted to start afresh! haha though it made me a social outcast with my ncc friends.. but ohh well i think they didnt really like me in the first place.. haha boooo... Haha the point is.. till now i really havn't really made my own resolve of how i want my life to be.. i've kinda lived at least 1/2 of my teenage life trying to fit in.. and i've always been trying to get people to accept me.. my views.. my ideas.. haha in poly life class i've kinda like just followed collin and the other guys around, what they do, i'll try to follow.. and i suppose the worst thing that happened that really told me about how little influence i have around my friends was when i tried to organise a graduation trip to rawa.. (www.rawasfr.com) haha.. it's still kinda upsetting to think about it now.. cause i had this dream of going there with a group of really good friends.. but everyone kinda backed out in the last minute.. it wouldn't have been so bad if they just said no in the first place.. but the part about pulling out really hurts bad.. haha.. haha THE REAL POINT IS..... i really have to kinda grow out of my bad habit of trying to be part of every group of friends or acquaintance i meet.. i cant really make decision on my own.. and the feeling of not wanting to be left out.. YOU GOTTA LEARN TO BE INDEPENDANT MAN. Haha guess im a sucker for companionship. if i was to be thrown onto an deserted island, i think i would have jumped right back into the sea and drown myself then to be alone hahahah.. whooop~ Guess i'll just stop here.. nights.. sweet dreams.. Things that happened recently
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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