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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Thursday, July 28, 2005, 2:50:00 AM
2 WEEKS TO NEXT BOOK OUT
3 MORE DAYS TO FIELD CAMP!! haha today was a really great day, met up with old friends from poly for the graduation ceremony and had a really good time. Although in the morning had to do strength training and fire drill, the book out really raised my morale and help prepare myself more for the field camp. Well the ceremony itself was boring but it does bring back alot of memories. Haha took so much fotos with the guys, mostly with my best friends in poly, especially like the 1 with me collin and yang, haha cos we took a similar 1 b4 we left poly. Its great to see that all the guys and girls are doing fine. fattah haireel still baskets, haha alan still alan, firdaus got a great job at the new library, collin yang doing fine, my ladies are doing fine with their job too, ben razi doing ok too, haha didnt get to see aldrin and siqin though, hope their doing ok. well saw my results for poly again, still must say im pretty proud of them! wahaha took alot of fotos with girls today KEKEKEKE lucky my gf nv see, if not die. :D but all quite nice sia with me in uniform :D Really scared of field camp sia they say my company the most shiong of school 2, hope can survive it without falling out, well to look on the bright side the guys start planning what to do on the book out day already haha, MUST EAT PRATA!!! haha gonna book in in around 7 hours time, gonna sleep really soon after i finish the blog, well im not really doing well in NS now, haha after my high fever my whole body is still feeling really weak and i cant run and do stuff as fast as last time, really pisses me offf siaaaaa, hope by field camp i ok already. Haha i recently oso getting abit PMS in camp, gotta watch my temper! haha really dont wanna be outcasted siaaaaa or called wayang, wahahahahahaa. whoop dad waking up, gonna sleep now sia if not gonna get it hahahahahah. ohh well, see u guys the weekend b4 national day, pray for me in field camp ahh. miss u guys all. till then, strength, peace and honor. P.S sorry i broke into the archery club hse today :D blame ee yang. ALMOST LOCKED MYSELF INSIDE WITH HIM SIA. P.S bernice by the time u reading this hope u feeling better liao ahhh wahahahaha *POKE* Monday, July 18, 2005, 10:31:00 AM
The life of a chao recruit..
Sunday, July 10, 2005, 7:19:00 PM
Yet another week..
yet another week of weeks.. year of years.. well at the start of the week i was at a pretty low morale, but haha like i said i'll figure a way out, and true to my words, im feeling much better already :D I suppose now im pretty used to Ns already.. every morning at 5.15 my friend would always say "EHH WAKE UP WAKE UP" in that exactly same tone, haha talk about the monotony of life.. well 4 weeks has passed since i enlisted, and ptp training is already over, BMT would officially start next week, and i was told that bmt would start to get tougher and tougher as it goes along.. haha i just pray that i'll find the strength to move on. Well this book out is nothing out of the common, met up with the archery peeps as usual and had quite a fun time.. went to bugis slack around and met collin and yang for a movie (fantastic four), haha quite a pretty good movie except that there wasn't enough action, and the ending really ... -.-" haha confirm got f4 2 liao lo.. Well just last night as i slept i feel so empty in life all of the sudden.. no more music.. no more playing of the guitar.. no more looking at the stars.. no more talking to friends on the msn.. every night in camp i'll be so tired to even think about life, and all the songs that i sing in camp are army songs -.- haha talk about the army taking over control of our mind.. Well about Ns.. spent 2 days being the platoon ic.. its really quite a fun job to be doing, although sometimes it really gets stressful hahaha.. well i'm really looking forward to my graduation on the 27th, gonna take alot of pictures then.. Haha like usual i have so much i have to say.. but i just can't find the words to.. and till now.. i really can't find a real good friend who i can talk to and share my feelings and talk about what has been happening throughout the week and things like that.. haha maybe i'm saying it wrong.. i have pretty good friends all around me, just that i don't have enough time to share with them my experiences and listen to them too.. haha gotta stop playing too much games and start talking and chatting more.. my girlfriend has been pretty good support to me but.. somethings you just really wanna talk to a close friend about.. ha.. Ohh well i'll just end this blog entry with a few nice fotos.. till next weeks peeps.. ![]() ![]() Monday, July 04, 2005, 10:45:00 AM
3 weeks..
3 weeks.. most of you won't know how long 3 weeks be.. well i'm rather rushing for time.. going to book in soon.. its been 3 weeks since i've enlisted into national service.. and so much so much has happened that i won't have time to finish writing all of it.. For short.. the first 2 weeks has been long yet short.. all the training.. physical training.. vulgar language.. can't really explain all of it.. you'll probably know if you'll be going into ns soon.. the past week has been one of the worse i've gone thru.. my morale is going really low.. ivan passed away on thurs.. although we weren't really close, we went thru alot together as ncc brothers..and my girl is going thru a rough patch too.. she's been having fever for the week and i havn't been there for her.. i really want to make it up to her but my weekend was spent at my friend's wake.. I'm feeling really torn inside.. doesn't anybody know it.. and i really feel that i had nobody to talk to.. my ns friends are good ppl i cant really talk to them.. wanted to find someone to confide in my archery group of friends but they have things to worry about of their own.. and i keep things bottled up all witihin me.. i really dont know what to feel anymore.. i wonder if anybody reads this.. sometimes i feel so alone in this world.. haha if anyobdy is reading this.. don't worry peeps.. i'll get over things somehow.. someday.. somehow.. someday.. somehow.. sometimes.. i wonder what lies ahead.. how long till my hunger is fed.. they say is hard to make it in this world.. so many people in this merry go round.. finding an answer to get thru it all.. i just fall on my knees and i try to pray.. and in the silence i can hear them say.. "the river runs.. and the river hides.. out to the ocean and under the sky.. i promise you.. the answer willl come.. hold on to patience and watch for the signs.. everything in its time.." |
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