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Sunday, August 28, 2005, 7:42:00 PM
All that begins has to end..
Well the nxt week will be the last week of bmt, its really hard to believe its been so long, 3 months sia... haha till now i've had at least 10 ability group runs, 21 strength tranings, 5+ bccts, countless water parades etc etc.. (haha personally i had alot of att C's) etc etc.. well its been a good 3 months, thou it was really tiring and stuff, i've made alot of good friends and learned alot of experiences.. Well just to start things off about the past week, its been a really really long week sia.. mon-weds we had to run everyday.. not to include strength trainings in the morning.. and now i really regret joining the drill team, it really ate up my admin (free) time every single day.. and the ppl inside the drill team are very noisy sia all want to do things their way haha ohh well what to do! suck thumb! and the 16km route march was a pretty bad 1 too.. haha we had a bad start when the OC scolded us for singing like crap, and morale was pretty low, haha the slope up sispec was a killer man! but during the route march we went past the places we camped during the field camp.. haha the memories and feeling were pretty good. anyway when we got back to the company line we got screwed by the OC really bad for not singing well and etc etc u noe the punishment, but what was surprising was the NINJA TRADITION! its a tradition where the instructors scold every1 like a tekan session, and all of the suddenly! the mood changes and they spray and pour water on everybody at 1 go using jerry cans and fire hoses, haha it was really memorable and morale improving. NINJA MOTTO : DUTY. HONOR. COUNTRY. NINJA COMPANY! Anyway haha grenade throwing was fun too, didnt expect the sound to be so loud and the impact so strong, haha. cant really describe it... whoop its my birthday next weekend already.. haha another year here.. 20years over.. to tell the truth i was too tired and busy to think about my birthday.. haha not really expecting anything much.. i had pretty good birthday celebrations the past few years, oo well skip 1 year wont die bah.. but hahahaha! the day b4 my bdae is 24KM ROUTE MARCH! hope it works out fine and i have enough rest... to think about it.. haha im hoping to have a good brithday celebration this year.. especially when its so near to my pass out parade.. haha.. make it a pre pass out parade celebration! now who to go out with... hmm.. haha miss the archers thou, heard they had quite a few events recently.. ohh well, nxt week can go meet them liao la.. :: :: :: Theres so many things i wanna do.. so many songs i wanna sing.. so many places i wanna go.. so many people i wanna be with.. but life is such it is.. time never stops.. and people fade away in your life like foot steps in the shores.. so i just pray.. i just hope to be the best i can.. i give it all in my life.. regrets in my life..? sure there are many.. the people i could've known.. the times i could i have.. but why waste time..? dwelling in the past, when u cant spend it, having a blast.. i'm almost 20, 1/3 of my life over? what have i done these years? well.. i dont remember much.. in times to come, i just wanna be close to those i love, and hope for a fulfilling life and peaceful life, like all other man.. Happy birthday to me.. :: :: :: hope for the best, expect the worst. life is a play, we're all unhearsed :: :: :: Sunday, August 21, 2005, 7:46:00 PM
Solitude
hahah been a long time since i wrote, and rushing for time again ahahaha im a slow person, should have done blogging last night instead, but ohh well, well most of the army impt stuff finished except for grenade throwing hahaha, sitest was fun although i had alot of insect bites and couldnt sleep well, the 12km route march was ok except for the rain, the funniest moment in sitest was when i covered my friend while he "FIRED" the LAW rocket, hahahaha nxt time describe to u all, anyway was pretty sad cos 2 weeks i couldnt find ppl to go out with, saw jason when i was walking in cine today, haha he's still acting funny and weird like last time, somethings nv change. anyway walking in orchard today was pretty bitter sweet feeling, i had a good time walking and looking around, ate what i was wanting to eat for a longgggg time (fish soup) and yeah bought a nice book for my girl hahaa. woke up late this morning and couldnt send her to work lucky she nv scold me, but cant blameee meee i was reallly tired. hahahaaha. u could imagine when i look at the time. O.O OMG. sian diao. ahahahha. anyway going back to camp soon, feeling much better although feel heaty, really wanna improve my running time, hahah nv play games this book out pretty sian, i lead a sad life. bk 15th in the pesta sukan not bad la, okokokok la AHAHAHAA. lalalalal. nice playing with u sam on bf2, fun. pretty lots of thigns to say but i really need to get going, hahahaha. see u guys next week again, lucky till now i nv tio confined for anything. pray dont have to. see u guys soon, all of you. farhana if ur're reading this hope u feeling better hahaa, guys are shit sometimes i noe. ::life is a play, we are all unrehearsed:: Sunday, August 07, 2005, 10:31:00 PM
Life is a play.. we're all unrehearsed..
:Evening: :home: :waiting: :stoning: :sian: Haha just spent like 45mins trying and trying to make my blog look more unique and sentimental sia.. saw a pretty good one but the blog box too small.. haha gotta ask friends to help haha.. Well its a long week i had.. a really long week... words can't explain the length of time haha.. but yet now its over it seems so fast sia.. ohh well i'll just start the sad stories now for those who i wont be able to meet to describe~ Field CampHahaha day1 was considered really really lucky cos of the really shiok weather, it rained like twice, and the supposedly continuous 8km route march was seperated into many small marchs cos of the sporatic rains, hahahaha reaching the camp site it was pretty cool, the camp site was is on a bloody slope sia, climbing up and down of it was really tiring. then etc etc, then besides the tent building there wasn't any special events. well the pretty sad case was that i had no buddy to sleep with cos of my haha sick buddy.. ohh well, anyway i was arranged to sleep with steven, pretty nice guy. well the shitty thing that day was that i kept screwing up really bad sia, like fumbling on the strings, losing the tent pins etc etc.. lets just say that last week was a pretty lousy week too, anyway the day went by pretty ok, haha that night i even volunteered to be on guard duty, sort of trying to make up of the screw ups i did that day. haha the really tiring things was that had to walk up and down the camp slope 16 FREAKING TIMES, haha within an hour walked 8 rounds sia, etc etc, haha on the first day it was pretty hard trying to get use to having to crawl really low to get to sleep. the low tent ceiling was really irritating too haha. then if there were too many recruits having their torches on (they call it "deepavali" which is pretty true cos its really a funny sight in the dark.) the 1st night i sleep pretty well actually although woke up like once every hour. The second day morning WAS FREAKING CULTURE SHOCK SIA, haha kana tekan for 1/2 hours cos we were late, etc etc, haha i write until here i abit sian liao cannot write all the events of 7 day sia will take 1 day to type. haha i'll summarize the funny events
Ohh well the memories from field camp is endless, it really makes you see the true face of ur platoon mates.. haha throughout the camp everybody was frustrated with everybody sia.. there were like always complaining about each other frowning at each other hurrying each other.. haha cos i was still pretty sickly i didn't say much.. (cos i was doing things slowly oso :P) Well but i was kinda demoralised with myself cos i dont think i was performing to my best.. i didn't dare to volunteeer to be the IC cos i knew of my physical i wont be able to set a good example.. however chee seng and yongfa did a good job actually, the rest okok only in my point of view.. haha dunno la.. im a critical person.. although i don' t think i have the right to say others.. ohh ya back to the topic.. its like i keep falling sick with cough and flu since 2 weeks ago and cos of it i lost all the mood to motivate others or myself.. I keep having the feeling that my friends will think that i chao geng and stuff.. but its like i really feel sick and i noe my body and i noe i wont be able to take it.. and for the last few days of the camp i falled out for a route march and the foxhole digging event.. so now i feel abit outcasted from my ns friends.. really hope nxt week i can go back to my TRUE PHYSICAL STRENGTH. but what really bothers me is that my distance from my section mates this week.. haha feeling outcasted.. i dunno maybe cos of my character.. some of them are pretty vulgar in the songs they sing and swearing just for the sake of swearing.. but they're all good guys.. well no 1 to blame, just have to try to be a better man myself.. Woah i typed alot already hurh.. haha i still got more to say about today sia another sad story.. actually planned to watch a movie with my ns friends in the afternoon and go for a prata dinner tonight, but it all screwed up sia some busy some late laa some need go other place laa, then ended up cancelled.. haha then i jio collin and yang watch movie.. at 1st on 1 but in the end back out again cos both not really interested and they have a class ktv session later in the night and they wanna save money.. soooo i was pretty sian already.. then tried calling old buddies out but all busy.. hahhaha maybe serve me right for thinkiing about them last.. then archery peeps outside tooooo~ girlfriend working sooo i didnt kajiao her.. IN THE END. haha went to tiong to watch movie alone~ well didnt ended up too bad, haha "land of the dead" was a pretty cliche movie, but ohh well not bad la, 3.5/5 stars. but really sian is that ns made me deprove in "ghost squad" the game, cos in ns cannot TRIGGER HAPPY, so i keep dying cos i reluctant to shoot trying to save ammo LOL. BUT, ns made me improve in "virtua cop 3"! cos the game cannot be trigger happy must slower see then shoot 1, hahahahahahahahhaa. mad liao. At the end of the day when going home i had this really sudden urge wanting to the fitness corner in the hill behind my block, haha seems that i still can do only 6 pull ups while others improves :{ bahh WORK HARDER MATE. and thennnn i had this really sudden feeling to just sit down and enjoy the breeze while looking at the sky in the hill forest.. spent some time to think about my life now.. which i havnt really been thinking about till just now.. everything just seems so routine now.. i just saw a saying which i really like now.. i'll just end the blog with a few fotos and the saying.. Haha me kneeling on the right 3rd from the left standing, hahah i think i look feelingless i like this pic.. its looks pretty artistic to me.. captures what ns means.. , 1:23:00 AM
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