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Sunday, August 07, 2005, 10:31:00 PM
Life is a play.. we're all unrehearsed..
:Evening: :home: :waiting: :stoning: :sian: Haha just spent like 45mins trying and trying to make my blog look more unique and sentimental sia.. saw a pretty good one but the blog box too small.. haha gotta ask friends to help haha.. Well its a long week i had.. a really long week... words can't explain the length of time haha.. but yet now its over it seems so fast sia.. ohh well i'll just start the sad stories now for those who i wont be able to meet to describe~ Field CampHahaha day1 was considered really really lucky cos of the really shiok weather, it rained like twice, and the supposedly continuous 8km route march was seperated into many small marchs cos of the sporatic rains, hahahaha reaching the camp site it was pretty cool, the camp site was is on a bloody slope sia, climbing up and down of it was really tiring. then etc etc, then besides the tent building there wasn't any special events. well the pretty sad case was that i had no buddy to sleep with cos of my haha sick buddy.. ohh well, anyway i was arranged to sleep with steven, pretty nice guy. well the shitty thing that day was that i kept screwing up really bad sia, like fumbling on the strings, losing the tent pins etc etc.. lets just say that last week was a pretty lousy week too, anyway the day went by pretty ok, haha that night i even volunteered to be on guard duty, sort of trying to make up of the screw ups i did that day. haha the really tiring things was that had to walk up and down the camp slope 16 FREAKING TIMES, haha within an hour walked 8 rounds sia, etc etc, haha on the first day it was pretty hard trying to get use to having to crawl really low to get to sleep. the low tent ceiling was really irritating too haha. then if there were too many recruits having their torches on (they call it "deepavali" which is pretty true cos its really a funny sight in the dark.) the 1st night i sleep pretty well actually although woke up like once every hour. The second day morning WAS FREAKING CULTURE SHOCK SIA, haha kana tekan for 1/2 hours cos we were late, etc etc, haha i write until here i abit sian liao cannot write all the events of 7 day sia will take 1 day to type. haha i'll summarize the funny events
Ohh well the memories from field camp is endless, it really makes you see the true face of ur platoon mates.. haha throughout the camp everybody was frustrated with everybody sia.. there were like always complaining about each other frowning at each other hurrying each other.. haha cos i was still pretty sickly i didn't say much.. (cos i was doing things slowly oso :P) Well but i was kinda demoralised with myself cos i dont think i was performing to my best.. i didn't dare to volunteeer to be the IC cos i knew of my physical i wont be able to set a good example.. however chee seng and yongfa did a good job actually, the rest okok only in my point of view.. haha dunno la.. im a critical person.. although i don' t think i have the right to say others.. ohh ya back to the topic.. its like i keep falling sick with cough and flu since 2 weeks ago and cos of it i lost all the mood to motivate others or myself.. I keep having the feeling that my friends will think that i chao geng and stuff.. but its like i really feel sick and i noe my body and i noe i wont be able to take it.. and for the last few days of the camp i falled out for a route march and the foxhole digging event.. so now i feel abit outcasted from my ns friends.. really hope nxt week i can go back to my TRUE PHYSICAL STRENGTH. but what really bothers me is that my distance from my section mates this week.. haha feeling outcasted.. i dunno maybe cos of my character.. some of them are pretty vulgar in the songs they sing and swearing just for the sake of swearing.. but they're all good guys.. well no 1 to blame, just have to try to be a better man myself.. Woah i typed alot already hurh.. haha i still got more to say about today sia another sad story.. actually planned to watch a movie with my ns friends in the afternoon and go for a prata dinner tonight, but it all screwed up sia some busy some late laa some need go other place laa, then ended up cancelled.. haha then i jio collin and yang watch movie.. at 1st on 1 but in the end back out again cos both not really interested and they have a class ktv session later in the night and they wanna save money.. soooo i was pretty sian already.. then tried calling old buddies out but all busy.. hahhaha maybe serve me right for thinkiing about them last.. then archery peeps outside tooooo~ girlfriend working sooo i didnt kajiao her.. IN THE END. haha went to tiong to watch movie alone~ well didnt ended up too bad, haha "land of the dead" was a pretty cliche movie, but ohh well not bad la, 3.5/5 stars. but really sian is that ns made me deprove in "ghost squad" the game, cos in ns cannot TRIGGER HAPPY, so i keep dying cos i reluctant to shoot trying to save ammo LOL. BUT, ns made me improve in "virtua cop 3"! cos the game cannot be trigger happy must slower see then shoot 1, hahahahahahahahhaa. mad liao. At the end of the day when going home i had this really sudden urge wanting to the fitness corner in the hill behind my block, haha seems that i still can do only 6 pull ups while others improves :{ bahh WORK HARDER MATE. and thennnn i had this really sudden feeling to just sit down and enjoy the breeze while looking at the sky in the hill forest.. spent some time to think about my life now.. which i havnt really been thinking about till just now.. everything just seems so routine now.. i just saw a saying which i really like now.. i'll just end the blog with a few fotos and the saying.. Haha me kneeling on the right 3rd from the left standing, hahah i think i look feelingless i like this pic.. its looks pretty artistic to me.. captures what ns means.. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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