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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Sunday, May 28, 2006, 6:41:00 PM
2 more weeks to commissioning
Well yeap.. 13 more days to june 10th.. which will be my commissioning day parade.. haha guess 9 months of non stop training ends up with just the parade.. Haha for those who are going to the parade.. guess you all wont really understand the sweat and toil and the significance of the parade.. just enjoy it ya..? But.. haha well yeah i'm lost again in the long road of life.. i wonder what next.. for short. I forgot what i'm living for anymore.. myself..? Don't really feel so.. haha its complicated! Its been a very slow week of lectures and visits.. hope the next will be fast.. I don't dare to love anymore, i don't dare to hold you hand anymore even though i want to, it all comes to this i guess.. i just want you to be happy so badly.. its heart wrenching.. god what am i saying i feel so useless. hahaha virgo men -.-" Well on my part.. haha im a slave to love.. just cant live without it.. days are just so empty.. to love again..? nope not the courage yet.. i hate to hurt someone again.. I hate having past relationships.. can't all people like just have a partner for life? well if only the world was like this it would be a happier place.. i guess? although yeah there were wonderful and beautiful experiences, but as all memories are, its kinda sad that its in the past already. ... what the hell am i saying again -.- hahahah Well im just gonna finish a story i wrote about me and kailing.. someday you might even hear it on radio.. And yar sieh yuan stop talking to me about girls haha :P Anyway dsg haha i don't even know if you're male or female haha, wanna add me in msn? the add is just wongwp21@hotmail blah blah haha well till next weekend.. hope for the best, expect the worst, life is a play, we're unrehearsed. Sunday, May 21, 2006, 7:56:00 PM
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Home coming
Its been a week.. -
I wrote this song lyrics, maybe some day i'll record it. Thats what i'm feeling now.. Sunday, May 14, 2006, 8:56:00 PM
Ex. Battleking
Well a sunday spent doing nothing at all, haha i've kinda squandered my 1 week break away. wahahaha this sucks. Anyway congrats to ignatius on his ord on thurday haha you've done your time. Well gonna talk on thailand now! ex. battleking.. finale ex. for my arty cadet days.. haha i could remember months ago i was wondering when would it arrive, and now before i know it, its over already, hahahah that life.. The weather sucks. yes. it sucked. with an underline haha sweated almost everywhere else including during my sleep haha. The camp was much better than brunei i can say for sure, we've spent almost 1/2 the exercise period preparing and clearing up the stores for the ex. and i can sure as hell tell you that is. VERY IRRITATING DOING STORES. Its just bloody endless haha. The ex.? well i was the batt recce officer for the first 1/3 of the ex, moved out almost 1/2 a day more than the main bulk of the forces and spent and extra night out, haha that was sucky.. But one of the greatest take away was that i got to see my first shooting star. It was really one of the most amazing thing i saw.. during that night the night sky itself was already magnificent.. cause my training area was around the country side and there wasnt any clouds that night, basically the entire sky was full of stars covering all the way to the horizon's edge.. its really cool.. and just out o nowhere there was a shooting star which lasted more than 3 seconds.. guess i wont ever forget that image in my life.. Well moving on, the whole life firing ex. when pretty well, haha when i was at the gunside we were kinda unlucky cos we were choosen to do more fire missions then the other guns, pooped out man haha. personally i fired 3 shells out which haha is worth it already. Ohh yar another intersting things were the NINJA VANS (pickups with ice boxes and stuff) OF THAILAND! haha they're just civilian who paid some of the RTA guys to let them in to sell drinks and stuff, and whoa they sure had alot of business. they're really funny haha. Yar 1 of the funnier things during the ex. was getting bitten on the lips by some insect, haha swelled to enormous poportions and im not kidding ask those who saw the pic hahaha. get it from me if u wanna see. Other scarier stuff was that my driver fell asleep and we knocked into the instructors vehicle haahaa. that really scared the shit out o me. Well nothing much really, alot of the experiences i can only tell you peeps face to face cos its graphical! haha till then nights.. Saturday, May 13, 2006, 11:41:00 PM
Everything in its time
Back from thailand.. It was a good trip.. sure the weather was hot.. sleep was less, but it was a fruitful exercise.. Whats more, a week off, who wouldnt love that.. Arrived in singapore on tues morning.. Nothing has been right since then. You weren't there anymore.. Every night since tuesday i feel the pain within me, its almost physical, its unbearable, i hate it.. I fought the urge to call you countless times everyday since then, i know you hated it, i didnt want you to be unhappy.. I admit, I am too dependable on you.. yet there is nothing in me that you could depend on.. It been a long time coming, i was just holding on to you.. it wasn't fair for you, it isn't fair for me.. No one is to blame.. if blame is to placed i was the one at wrong.. i wasn't someone that is dependable and i've hurt and let you down countless times.. I hate myself for what i've done.. I love you. you were the first i ever loved, and the only that i ever wished to love, but i guess i should let go now. I'll show you that i can live without you, and maybe when i've grown to be more dependable and independant, maybe things will change.. I've been a liability to most of you, my ignorance always brought more trouble.. i was stubborn, i've acted like a bastard, i've always been acting bigger than my shoes.. i'm sorry. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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