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And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006, 10:14:00 PM
Forever a never ending cycle of misery..
Just 17 days that i didn't blogged. 17 days.. a long 17 days.. - get ready for a long one... - Well start from the latest events i suppose.. birthdays this week.. 21st.. was looking forward to it all year since last year.. but seems like it wont be as happening as i wanted to be i suppose, part of the people that i want to be there dont seem like they'll be coming.. well.. just.. disappointed in a way.. but ohh well the world doesn't centre around you. haha live with it..! well trying trying.. But come on.. everyone wants to have just one day to feel important.. to feel special.. well i also want to feel it for once. - All my life i felt that i've been just a side character in everyone else's life, and i tried to be someone special to others, for just one day.. i want to be me. just me. not some other guy.. haha.. - "dont let ur feelings lead ur life.... u have to work with it" - haha yazid just said this to me.. now that i think of it.. i've been letting my feelings lead me on all my life.. i cant change it.. thats the way i am.. i like the way i am.. i tend to go all depressed and melancholic when things don't turn out the way i want them to.. like now? yup just like now.. i give up almost too easily.. - How do you find out that yourself is pathetic? "when others slightest gestures towards you can bring a smile to your face or leave you waiting with anxiety for ages.." - Just that when i do smth.. i put all my bloody effort into it.. and i admit, i dont take failures lightly.. always worrying about this always thinking about "what if?" but not "what then?". So much so that most of the time i don't notice myself that all these thinking and worrying are what causes my failures.. i hate it.. especially when it comes to my personal life.. just.. f it la.. - I wonder whats more upsetting, my stupidity and stubborness, or the indifference.. - haha sorry about always being moody, guess its just the weather.. havn't rained so heavily in a while hurh.. haha was just singing to myself in the bloody heavy rain.. - haha kinda not in the mood to carry on le.. nxt time bah.. laterz.. happy 21st to myself.. Sunday, August 13, 2006, 8:52:00 PM
:) you and me?
my mood just keeps getting better these days.. even though work is piling up haha ugh.. (: Well national day is finally over, there was this nice warm fuzzy feeling that day seeing every1 at the stadium in the festive mood, haha am i'm glad that i dont have to burn anymore bloody weekends there hahaha. . my boss is a real workaholic. haha after national day parade we had a meeting after we came back to camp to discuss about the battery morale and style of leadership that they want.. haha reached back bunk pretty late.. haha and on thurs i tot i could slack in office for awhile but he asked us along for the final co-ord meeting. haha he meant well! but erm.. its just feels abit weird that we're there. But i really respect him for his dedication and his personality. *bows* Fireworks fest was great. especially when i found a nice spot to view it from! haha watched it somewhere near the marina south mrt station, theres a grass patch along the marina promenade that gives you a view of the marina landscape and the fireworks.. haha had a gd company to watch it with on sat too (i'm still pissed off your're late for 40mins lol.), *imagine* *Sitting on the edge of the riverfront, with burgerking takeaway, cool breeze and fireworks. and it wasnt even really crowded, everyone else went to the esplanade(haha sardine wannabes! bleah..)* wooo a good way to spend the weekend night. Didnt even notice my birthday creeping closer, gotta start inviting people liao.. haha hmm.. wonder what will happen that night.. is it possible to make a advance birthday wish for smth that i hope will happen that day..? haha ._. WOOO PAYDAY WEEK, can splurge again! woooo hahaha.. FWAH just did my finance i spent $797.3 last month o.o whoop make that time to save.. !$%*%^&... went to choose a birthday cake just now in the afternoon.. haha was tempted to get 1 with a cute ultraman picture.. hahahaha... settled for a plain 4kg chocolate cake from sweet secrets.. haha.. whoop! -- Sometimes i wish i could just say what i mean.. Sometimes it just isn't right But most times it feels as though the memory of what never was would always be sweeter than anything that could have been -- Haha quoted that phrase from another story in the graphic novel.. about this girl leaving for the city while the boy has to stay to keep his father, nice drawings too. Well i suppose its back to camp soon again.. Till next week i suppose.. come on just 2 more weeks.. :) Tuesday, August 08, 2006, 8:27:00 PM
Ok this sucks.
Haha stuck in camp as of the moment cause of national day parade tmr. theres only 1 other person in my bunk tonight. ZZZ *lonely* haha this was suppposed to be national holiday week! whoop and great missing out on the fireworks event tonight.. haiz.. haha so this is how it feels being left out of the festivities. haha bah comeon its just 1 time thing.. and yeah great now i'm talking to myself. Haha pretty interesting week already even though its only tuesday. My boss is back at office and yeap the office seems more busier now. haha not that i'm complaining or anything haha bleah.. imagine this morning.....~~~ Boss: "Whopper, WHOOoper?" (i wonder if he remembers my real name) Me: "AHH AHH yes sir?" Boss: "heyy whopper you free?" Me: "haha yes sir ya" (actually was really free) Boss: "hahah come into my office i got somework for you" *walks in* Boss: "hey grab a seat i need you to help me out with smth.." hahahahahah and this pretty long list of things to check and settle comes up. to tell you the truth was really lost as in how to start working on the whole list hahaha. o.o but actually its pretty easy to do just that takes abit of thinking and asking around. was so into the work that i almost skipped lunch. hahaha.. whoop done most it by today.. (most of the things worked out by themselves surprisingly.. haha!) and yeap been in a pretty good mood haha. (: zzz my office lights switched off itself. didnt detect any motion. zzz. and i'm still in my uniform. hahah... guess i'll stop here.. happy national days again guys.. enjoy the fireworks thats happening in what.. 30mins..? haha.. Hmmm fireworks.. their shortlived outburst of beauty brings a smile to everyones face.. haha and if you're watching it with someone you like.. FWAHHHH! hahahah that feeling of happiness within that short span of time will be remembered forever.. ._. signing off. Sunday, August 06, 2006, 7:49:00 PM
Serendipity
Haha take awhile to look at the comic panels.. Haha i really like this 2 pages of a graphic novel i bought, well the book is a collection of short stories and this 1's titled "So Far, So Close" Well.. i like it kinda cos it portrays..erm how to put it, chance meetings with someone who could have been very special in your life, yet its the once and only brush with her in life.. its nice how the author writes it in a way that both the girl and the guy noticed each other, yet kinda accepting it in a positive way that they'll probably never meet again.. It kinda describes how fate and destiny works around us.. haha who knows, real scenes like these could have happened to us that we never noticed.. Whoop another week over.. well on the workfront things aren't really working out i suppose.. Haha i find it hard for me to reach out to my men.. trying to be the role model.. doing and saying the right things.. well its not easy.. so many things to look out for.. the fine balance between giving welfare, yet maintaining discipline and reducing complacency is easily toppled.. haha bah! we're all learning along the way.. Haha finally completed Intermediate close combat training! haha its been fun but really irritating and boring repeating all those locking and slamming, but the sparring session was still fun, not to mention tiring. Please don't sign me up for Advance training so fast.. *ugh* whoop and yeap took the time off last thursday night to watch FastnFurious, to me its a good movie with all the action scenes, haha made me feel like replaying all the racing games. Ohh well guess it'll be a pretty easy week if your're looking for ways to spend the nights! haha with the singapore fireworks fest happening http://clubsnap.org/forums/showthread.php?t=213823 Haha can't really go with all my work lined up for me, but i'm hopeful that i can make it for the last fireworks event on saturday, I... would've asked you to go if you weren't busy.. On the other front.. Don't know if things are working out or what.. HA! I wish i knew if i'm being irritating.. i would really hate to be that.. Back to camp soon.. hmm happy hol week for singaporeans.. happy national day.. i'm working on that day.. zzzz. |
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