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Wednesday, November 29, 2006, 10:02:00 PM
..Small gestures does wonders.. - Even if it was for awhile - Sunday, November 26, 2006, 9:42:00 PM
Its you.
.Its You. - Wake up every morning And find you by my side There's no one in this world Like you Jesus Who can touch a heart like mine Suddenly it's over All the cries that's In my heart It all seems B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L All consuming by your grace - I may not sing as well as Clay or Ruben I may not be the cutest guy I may not look like Leonardo Dicaprio But I do know one thing .. - It's you who make me stronger I need you more than ever You're the reason why I'm singing for you It's you who create the wondersIn all my days of struggles It's your love that surrounds my whole world - Sometimes I cry when I'm lonely When it all just seems so real But there's one thing that I can't deny Is your love that's in my life - Xiao Mei introduced me this song.. can be downloaded over at http://www.purevolume.com/punkd1 The guitar, song, lyrics and voice are all really good. i like it alot.. go have a try.. - Watched happy feet last friday.. haha.. pretty relaxing show.. - Thanks renee for the small catus, i'll take care of it well. - 1 month to christmas.. - I saw another shooting star in camp last wednesday.. it was really brief.. with a greenish trail.. i guess most people won't believe me.. haha seen 3 shooting stars in just a year.. i don't believe it too.. - So its decided.. NUS for 4 years.. sent the confirmation already.. - happyfeet has the concept that every penguin has a heart song.. well.. haha its a nice concept.. everyone creates a song that is special to him or her, that expresses himself/herself.. so whats my heart song? havnt created one yet.. - Another week in camp. this week.. i'm the boss. - I hate making difficult decisions.. made enough bad decisions this year alone.. .lessons learnt. - ..rain rain rain.. - ..Keeps raining.. Wednesday, November 22, 2006, 10:01:00 PM
decision maker
work.. work.. work.. i hate over-zealous combat instructors that just came out of the academy or smth. Duty officer today again, judging on my luck, think the msd going to come down at 12am tonight to do their check. haha. always expect the worst.. Just thought of what to do for friday, donate blood.. meaningful at least.. *inhale* I love my job, i love my life *exhale* whoop.. another rainy day.. ..keeps raining.. Tuesday, November 21, 2006, 10:01:00 PM
none..
Ever tried having men fight in front of you? - well its a really tacky situation.. 2 of them almost fought in front of me.. tried talking some sense but one was just too hot headed to listen.. ahh.. conflicts.. - Applied for leave on friday.. hmm.. where do i go..? anywhere but there.. whoop skipping acct.. - .stupidity. - Heading back to camp.. - Whoop rained at night.. love the rain at night.. - ..keeps raining.. Monday, November 20, 2006, 9:50:00 PM
november 20th 2006..
another monday.. how many days has it been? how many days will it be.. Tried to stone the afternoon away.. boss wasn't around.. i've done all that i was suppose to do.. went to monitor the guys at the garage.. left them alone if the afternoon to rest.. thought about what to do for the next month or so.. thought about what i wanted to do for now.. thought about.. stuffs. bunks all empty now that the guys are in australia.. and the rest leaving for atcao course soon.. guess it'll be quiet around here ehh.. solitary.. another evening rain.. ..keeps raining.. Thursday, November 16, 2006, 10:06:00 PM
Botak Jones..
So.. i passed SOC this morning.. well.. felt really good about it.. thas one step closer to ord from the army.. and well.. another mental block removed from my mind.. i guess.. (: Was pretty upset afer talking to kailing this morning.. not upset that she called.. but upset that she's not doing any better.. seeing her like this just really upsets me.. and i can't do much to make her feel better.. wouldn't want to influence her to make any decisions too.. because.. i don't know whats the right or wrong thing to do.. just want her to be normal again.. if only things could revert to 2 or 3 months ago.. well.. haha.. wishful thinking.. Well was hoping could knock off work early tmr but zzz got scheduled into ACC training tmr afternoon.. ugh. well.. looking forward to the weekend.. Saw the stars again went i was walking back to the bunk.. well.. its been a pretty long time since i've taken note of them.. another tiring as of many tiring days.. well.. a good rest now would help.. jyaa.. ..keeps raining.. Wednesday, November 15, 2006, 11:28:00 PM
posts unlimited..
well most of the guys booked out for clubbing.. haha.. well they'd deserve it since they've passed soc.. just.. feel kinda demoralised about it.. haha.. i'm quite sick of "duty officer" duties.. Morning's advance close combat training was somewhat unexpectedly tiring.. and the least thing that i had in mind was being body slammed by the instructor a couple or more of times.. it kinda bruised a little.. Ahh conflicts and conflicts here and there.. internal.. external.. battery line.. hq side.. ahh.. point of views clashing with each other again.. Haha was really quite shocked when i found out the key was missing from the key bunch.. i mean.. "what the hell.?" 2nd thought that came to my mind was.. "haha wah lao really so suay arh.. hahah whats new.." haha well luckily it was found in a somewhat *ahem* location.. i'd hate to have to be the 1 responsible.. bah.. really my fault in the first place.. thanks harrison for helping.. wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday.. comes and goes.. comes and goes.. 1st time i soc passed was because of somewhat slackened rules and regulations 2nd time i soc passed was because of downright desperation.. 3rd time aiming and hoping to pass soc.. i just want to pass this last hurdle that i will ever face.. soc has always and perhaps ever will be the most challenging task i was ever made to do in my life.. haha.. it sounds overrated.. but for someone like me.. it is not about physical.. but about the mental barrier that it has always imposed on me.. it restricts my limit for i think i can achieve.. what i may ever achieve.. A prove of my worth.. not so much as to others.. but to myself.. to be able to break free of the bonds that binds me.. i can't lead effectively knowing the fact that the goal that i want out of them, i cant achieve myself..? personal guilt renders me but an empty shell of words yet no actions.. nothing more.. Well lets just hope i'll be typing good news tmr.. hope.. well the end of the year had always been a season of hope.. renewal of hopes.. ..keeps raining.. Tuesday, November 14, 2006, 9:38:00 PM
Lullabye for a stormy night..
Lullabye for a stormy night.. ***===***===*** got introduced to a new singer.. vienna tang.. haha think shes a american born chinese singer.. her music something like alessia and corrinne may combined.. ha.. - fail. fail.. fail... how many times must i fail soc.. haha.. and i thought that i wouldn't have to worry about it anymore.. ahh.. it appears that passing as an officer proves to be more challenging then ever before.. not only you have to run.. you have to run faster than your men to gain their respect.. well.. no points for effort in this case.. its quite disheartening to see people cheering about passing while you are lacking behind.. try. try.. try.. harder.. - close combat training tmr morning.. followed by DO duties.. and another soc test on thursday.. fear..? disgust for soc..? what bothers me.. - what bothers me.. - took a long ride home again.. don't feel like staying in camp.. returning back soon.. - long week.. hope after thursday's soc test it would shorten by a measurable amount.. - Why do i keep blogging everynight..? - Somewhere for me to talk to.. - whoop really quite tired today.. gonna doze on the way back to camp.. i hate soc.. - ..keeps raining.. Monday, November 13, 2006, 9:21:00 PM
I hate nights like this.
Wanted to return home to get some stuff.. but didnt.. work.. haha.. i really hate nights like this.. the bunk was empty.. only movement is the spinning of the fans.. running soc tmr.. hate it so much.. gave my guys an inspirational speech just now.. but i leave none for myself.. at least i escaped the sai gang that i got aimed at.. ask me go down bedok camp from yew tee myself!? crazy.. haha luckily i clarified.. Work.. work.. work.. work.. work.. work.. work.. work.. conflicts endless.. i'm doing too little too much.. too much too little.. too little too often..? too much too seldom.. can understand..? ha.. Back to bunk.. jyaa.. please don't.. ..keeps raining.. Sunday, November 12, 2006, 11:57:00 PM
2nd post of the sunday...
My clerk today snored louder than the thunder grumbling outside. didnt have a good afternoon rest cause of it.. hahah i went to record it down and let him listened haha... How many times a day must i keep repeating through the cycle of thought.. ohh well.. long day tmr.. close combat training in the morning.. zzz wilson.. why tell me so last min.. zzz.. i was looking forward to a quiet busy day in the office.. Haha dunno why im typing another post.. think im pretty bored.. happy feet finally coming to the screens.. happy feet.. , 2:45:00 PM
weekend weekdays.. how many days has it been..
Well.. back in camp again for the weekend.. haha.. well i suppose theres no helping it.. ..Friday night.. recieved a msg from jinsen, saying the bronco guys all have to go back on sunday to help clean the bronco.. hahaha imagine the sianess.. usually during weekdays i won't really go to the garage to help out my guys in vehicle maintenance cos usually work in the office keeps me occupied.. But.. its a saturday thing.. and if you ask the men under you to go back while you stay at home thats really quite screwed up.. so.. made my way back to camp early at 8am.. tada! another weekend somewhat burnt.. ..Saturday.. Pure despair as i helped my guys clean the vehicle.. cant even explain the despair felt there.. everyone was like.. "what am i doing here.." *cleans layers of oil ad mud all around..* cut my thumb pretty deep early in the cleaning.. hurted pretty bad haha.. burnt the whol morning as a result.. Afternoon.. wanted to go for archery.. but it started raining before i could set my bow.. ha.. rains and rains.. though i loved the weather.. returned home to just hide away in my bastion of solitude high up in the skies with the winds howling against the windows and concrete walls that i call home.. ..keeps raining.. Went to pat's birthday chalet later that evening.. was expecting more people to go but well.. you know guys.. 1st they say yes.. then they say no.. or like overslept, coming late but never turn up.. hate people like that, if you don't want to come, just say so yar.. no 1 will blame you what.. same things as "see 1st".. bah.. Patrick's birthday.. reminded me of my birthday chalet.. its only been like what.. around 2 months..? but the 2 months felt.. really long.. "what..? only 2 months have passed..?" Christmas decor this year.. goldy feeling.. haha.. well its somewhat grand.. but.. i always felt that christmas should be somewhat portray a more pure and calm feeling.. like white or blue glittering lights.. I don't really want to wander the streets of orchard road or raffles city again this year looking at the decor alone this year anymore.. maybe i'll just not go to the place altogether.. What rights do i have..? ..keeps raining.. Thursday, November 09, 2006, 9:43:00 PM
Guess Things Turned Out Like This Hurh..
Guess Things Turned Out Like This Hurh.. - Rainy weather finally here.. rains.. cool winds.. breezy nights.. cool. - I forgot how long has it been since i really looked out my window and really looked.. just looking at things go by.. tonight the view seemed somewhat surreal.. the moisture in the air made lights from distant building shimmer and waver.. everything looked kinda dreamy.. - Hasn't seen the stars for quite some time too.. all of them just seemed to disappear.. but the moon appears surprisingly bright the past few days.. - Ahh the christmas tree is taka is up..! always liked the mood it brought.. whenever go taka and just look at the tree just gives a very nice mood and ambience to the whole end of year feeling.. - Mastered yiruma's river flows in you on the piano.. i guess whats been happening the past few weeks made me really wanna play a piano piece.. theres a very satisfying feeling to it.. listening to music and playing music youself contributing somewhat different feelings.. playing each particular piano piece is almost like expressing yourself how you feel.. like singing a song.. since i suck at singing might as well play the piano.. - I'm neglecting my guitar.. - The guys are leaving for australia soon.. guess the bunks gonna be pretty empty for some time.. trying to organise a steamboat session in the bunk next thurs.. haha so called to celebrate edmund's soon to arrive ord date... - Pay day soon.. lalalala.. - Was suddenly thinking about whether it'll be good if i go overseas and study.. didnt used to even think about it cos i'd be too attached to the stuff here.. but yar the thought did cross my mind that it would be a welcoming change of environment.. aha just a passing thought.. wouldnt bear to waste my parent's money when i can study in singapore.. balala.. - Work.. work.. work.. whoop~ - Back to camp.. Duty Officer this sunday.. so guess no sunday blog.. whoop.. - Corrinne may's rendition of christmas songs are nice.. so is liang jing ru's new album.. - ..Keeps raining.. Sunday, November 05, 2006, 9:43:00 PM
November..
November starts.. - Activation spoilt the weekend.. or should i say the rumor of activation spoilt it.. - The afternoons of the past week has been raining frequently.. real heavily.. - Been a long week.. as all long weeks.. nonetheless i did much for the army. - Been left to pick up the pieces by my predecessor while he goes on a long vacation.. =.= don't you hate this kind of people.. - Am i being ignored..? I'm sorry... - Yankai wenhan cheehau going for a taiwan backpack trip next week.. wished i could join them if not for the standby alert.. ohh well.. have fun..! - Setting up the christmas deco already? its only november.. well.. better early then late.. - ..Just keep raining.. Wednesday, November 01, 2006, 9:59:00 PM
I'm just sorry..
A weekday night away from camp.. - Feels good to be back home for a short while.. - Work work as usual in camp.. it just floods in~! ha.. plus the extra physical training s3 has been putting us up with.. i can still keep up with the pace of work and training but its starting to tire me down.. - Well going back to camp now.. more things to do and prepare for saturdays work.. - I'm still sorry about last friday.. wasn't right for me to be so irresponsible. - In front of my men and specs at least i have a reason to smile and be in a happy mood, to motivate them.. makes me be in a better spirit too.. :] - Haha last tuesday at the range, it really made me understand what it means by "shit happens" when i was told about the report to write. haha just feel like laughing over all the shit stuff that happens, it just so hilarious.. - Laters.. |
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