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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Saturday, December 30, 2006, 2:44:00 AM
The Passing of Years.
The Passing of Years, The Closing of Chapters. - .2.45am in the morning. - What have i done the past 2 weeks. - Nothing. - What did i want to do the past 2 weeks. - I don't know.? - So passed christmas. - So comes the new year. a chance to allow myself to close the chapters in a book atypical like all books, no fanciful cover, no attractive synopsis. no pulitzer prizes.. a biography but by an author whos name isn't committed to memory. with pages turning yellow with age and words writing in slant and small.. - "What name shall i give the previous chapter?" he thinks.. it was all but a long chapter.. of gain.. yet insurmountable loss.. nontheless, long.. - Of what i gave out. i saved none for myself.. Of what is spilt, cannot be recovered. Of what i've done, i cannot change.. Of what has happened, What remains? Of what of my hopes, the future holds.. - I don't know what to say anymore.. well.. good night, sweet dreams. ![]() Esplanade bay 2006/2007, Taken on december 30th. Wednesday, December 27, 2006, 10:23:00 PM
Post secrets
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Post Secrets. Postcards of confession. postsecret.blogspot.com Interesting book.. If you think about it hard enough, you can almost feel the emotions of the sender when they made those postcards.. Sunday, December 24, 2006, 8:35:00 PM
In pursuit of happyness
In Pursuit of Happyness Heard these few quotes earlier in the day - "Being realistic, is the most commonly travelled road to mediocrity, and he who think he can, or can't, are usually right" - "The audacity of hope inspires one to do illogical things" - Heard these from Will Smith talking about his new movie "In Pursuit of Happyness", the storyline looks interesting enough.. - Well, so this is christmas eve.. christmas eve ehh.. I've been at home the whole day, feeling the strong breeze of cold air continiously blowing into my room.. well it isn't so bad a feeling i guess. Well it is a quiet christmas eve this year bah.. a change of pace in things is good i suppose.. - Wrapped myself up in blanket and just stoning to the piano playlist in the quiet afternoon and now.. "the intentional wasting of time to relax isn't wasting time" haha.. - Well yesterday's passion concert was one of the best concerts i've ever been to, the music was great.. haha.. yasunori mitsuda was there, and the performer's talent is undeniable. haha.. it was a great night to spend with alinia monkee and munwei bah, havnt seen them for so long le anyway.. the chatty walk to raffles place mrt was nice too, didnt know that boat quay had a nice calm mood to it.. was the breeze, it ain't such a bad place to chill out, haha.. - -Well- - -= =- says: relax la spend one christmas for urself -= =- says: so you will learn to understand others whom are lonely in this world at this time. - Haha yuan hui's words of wisdom.. - well its 9.34pm at night now, still wondering whether to go out to countdown.. well the initial intention was to go orchard with glen or yaosheng and just find a cafe with a view of the crowd, sit down for a cup of coffee.. just trying to be in the crowd to have a feel of the xmas mood.. haha in the end glen decided to go MOMO while yaosheng's lamenting at home alone why he cant spend the xmas with *ahem*. sooo in the end no plans.. haha.. - christmas of the past few years.. last last year was with kailing which ended up her being angry, last year was with harrison we were playing with spray cans like little kids like that.. well this year. staying at home isn't that bad i guess. *mental convincing ITS NOT THAT BAD ITS NOT THAT BAD ITS NOT THAT BAD ITS NOT THAT BAD* lol~ - Well.. to me, christmas isn't really that religious bah cause i'm not a christian.. its more like a festival season that comes along with new year, a time of giving to people and just celebrating the company that you have around you. a season for spending time with your loved ones.. of showering and showing them how much they mean to you, not materalistically (like how its done so often in singapore..) So what have i given this year? besides trouble and irritation.. havn't done much for others.. - haha just saw this funny program on tv, its the flying dutchman walking around with a sign "FREE HUGS" and goes around hugging people for xmas. hahah thats nice in a warm and fuzzy funny kinda way. - So this is christmas? - Whats happened to people around me these days made me realize what i've been doing.. looking at things from a 3rd person point of view really brings a different perspective into things hurh? i know how they feel, no matter how illogical and and stupid some things are they'd still do it.. well.. - hey. I really did understand, but i was going overboard anyway.. i'm sorry. it was stubborn and unneccesary, my bad. i don't want anything else than just you not being angry or irritated at me.. - Well spend my christmas eve night watching love actually on tv. Now i know how come it was such a hit movie last year.. - I like the scene of the confession at the door step.. the guy goes and make alot of cardboard signs - "Well, without any hope or agenda" "And because its christmas" "(And cause we shouldn't lie on christmas)" "In my eyes, you are perfect" "and my wasted heart will like you until you become like this" "*A picture of a corpse*" "Merry christmas" - Well.. how well a quality of life a person leads is chosen by him and himself alone. The past few months i've been living a life trying to be part of someone else's life. as hard as i might have tried it really just doesn't really quite work out that way, so heres my shot at changing things to normal. =] - .Keeps Raining. Sunday, December 17, 2006, 8:13:00 PM
Been awhile hurh.
Been Awhile hurh.. - Been awhile since i last wrote hurh.. well. - Well the past 2 weeks has been.. as any other week i suppose.. same work.. same stuff.. same people.. i guess the highlight of this week would have been corrinne may's xmas concert! - It was really great, not that im a great fan traditional xmas songs.. but her voice and the concert gave me the xmas purity feeling.. haha~ i guess.. christians would have enjoyed the concert more than i did.. not being a religionist or anything. - First time hearing the song "My grown up xmas list" it was really really nice. the song goes like this ******* Do you remember me? I sat upon your knee I wrote to you with childhood fantasies Well i'm all grown up now.. But still need help somehow.. I'm not a child but my heart still can dream.. *************** So here's my life long wish My grown up christmas list, Not for myself, but for a world in need ******************************* No more lives torn apart, That world would never start, And time will heal all hearts... Everyone would have a friend, and right would always win, and love would never end.. This is my grown up christmas list.. ********************************************* Fell in love with this song.. haha.. well it sings about a wish list not for youself.. but for the all the others.. well.. xmas is about giving not recieving i guess. merry xmas =] - Yeap finally can clear 2 weeks of leave.. was looking forward to it haha. havnt really had much rest from work i suppose.. and with the year ending and christmas coming, it'll be a great way to end the year. - Don't really know how am i going to send new year's eve this year.. esplanade is a sure thing. but.. who to go with? haha.. i guess will be yang they all again bah i suppose.. I suppose ending every year and starting a new one with a bang in the form of fireworks is befitting.. although the crowd can be a killer. But counting down to a new year with strangers and friends from all walks of life by the bay looking at fireworks is a nice experience.. - 2006.. came and gone just like that.. 6 years since the millenia.. haha could remember what i was doing during 2000.. Trying to fix my old computer. =.= haha... i remember that was a very grand celebration at orchard.. was looking at them celebrating on the tv.. - I remember boon keng was mentioning that xmas or new year is just another day in life. Well.. i look at it as a way that people move on. instead of being just another day in life. they summarize all the happenings of the year, be it good or bad, and put it into memory, and the new year offers them a new slate of paper in which they create new memories from, thus less bounded by whatever unhappiness in the past and say "well, new year, new start!" with a smile :).. - .Well for now. Have yourself.. a merry.. little.. christmas.. time.. =] Hopefully with the people you want to spend it with.. if not. shit happens. merry xmas. hahah~ Sunday, December 03, 2006, 9:40:00 PM
One big loop.. back to square one..
One big loop.. back to square one.. .So this is christmas. - .What have you done?. - Haha apparently nothing much - Randoms thoughts for the day.. - "But the toad has the right to like the swan" - I need to spend my time more meaningfully.. i mean the past few weeks keep having random thoughts but never straightening them out into action or real work.. like wanting to print out some photos to display on my table, and to arrange my room, add some christmas decoration here and there, write my yearly reflections of life, etc etc. - Well its december already. - So what have i really done this year? - 1. Gone to brunei 2. Gone to thailand 3. Saw 3 shooting stars 4. Made 3 same wishes 5. Still waiting for them to come true LOL. 6. Commissioned as an officer 7. Got drunk and did really stupid things.. 8. Still doing stupid things 9. Having increased random thoughts 10. Started learning piano again 11. Found out that i'm really quite stubborn most of the time 12. Kept in contact with most old friends 13. Celebrated my 21st birthday 14. Made a similar bday wish and still waiting for it to happen LOL. 15. Passed SOC 2 times this year 16. Became single 17. Became single again. :P (really quite funny to think about it) - I'm guillble, i thought that the xmas tree in taka was all along a real tree for all the years, ever year chop a new 1. - .Merry christmas. - How do you give someone a x'mas present? - Hope you'll like it. as least give me some points for effort. lol.. - ) :I'm irritating: ( |
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