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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Saturday, January 13, 2007, 4:35:00 PM
I'm gone from home. - Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane, dont know when i'll be back again, ohh babe.. i dont want to go.. - I'll be back in a month.. - Try not to change stuff around singapore too much ehh. a month isn't long, but it isn't short too. - Cheerios. , 12:29:00 AM
Bah its just 1 month.. things happen for a reason. Whatever nonsensical reason, but still a reason. haha.. - I'd just don't want anything bad to happen when i'm gone.. just.. worried about losing any of my grandmas when i'm there.. - Things happen for a reason. - Good night, good morning. bye bye for now.. Friday, January 12, 2007, 11:28:00 PM
I am not ready..
I am not ready.. - A cold.. bleak.. kinda windy.. rainy.. friday night.. to end the week.. Ohh well.. - In my room alone.. lit by my paper lamp glowing in orange hue, listening to piano songs.. - Its pretty cold.. - I'm not ready to leave.. bags are packed.. but.. i'm just not ready to go.. - What am i afraid of leaving behind? I really don't know myself.. - What am i hoping to change when i'm gone for the month..? my self control.. and.. things.. - What am i hoping not to change when i'm gone for the month..? things.. - Feeling kind of in a low mood now, i should be happy, been looking forward to new zealand since last year, but why am i feeling this way..? - Was thinking about it for the week.. - To love or be loved? To be the one who hurts people or the one who gets hurt? - Me? - I'll choose to love. I'll choose to be the one being hurt than hurting others.. - I'm making things impossible for myself.. i'm doing myself in.. - I'm thinking too much.. again and again.. - Good night.. sweet dreams. Monday, January 08, 2007, 9:36:00 PM
Boston
Boston - ..Boston by augustana.. - In the light of the sun.. is there anyone..? oh it has begun.. - Came home to get my isac card.. and just to have some peace and quiet.. - So how was my day? nothing much done, nothing much to do. - =.= days like this really kills me.. - Back to camp. Bad Headache. - Really felt like i was dying when i was dozing off in the afternoon. I had the feeling i was trying to wake up but i couldn't move my body or open my eyes. didn't happen once too. Quite surreal feeling.. I really wonder what the hell is going on.. Sunday, January 07, 2007, 9:32:00 PM
My last weekend for awhile.
My Last weekend around for awhile.. - So passes the first week of the new year ehh? - I was too damn bored in the afternoon. It sounds quite horrible too.. haha.. River Flows In You.. - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmRuGMr1jPE - Was talking to a friend about courtship and relationships. I was commenting that the courtship phase was somewhat the most crucial part and thats where most guys screw up big time. but the courtship part is also where the person being courted gets to know the other party more, and being nervous most people show what they want the others to see but not what they really are, isn't it? and usually they somewhat lack their own decisions, wanting only to do whatever the other one's to do instead of deciding what to do? - Bah i'm just rambling. - Are most guys husband material but not boyfriend material? theres actually quite a big difference from being a husband and a boyfriend i guess. - =.= and yar i know.. i figured out that i'm neither material.. haha revelations...! =.= - I'm just irritating.. But! Renovation in progress! haha.. - So this is the last sunday before i fly off to new zealand. ohh well time passed pretty fast today - Looking at yao sheng makes me feel quite upset for him also. Lol.. 3rd person point of view at things can be complicated too.. just.. sometimes its right to be selfish in love. There's really nothing wrong about it.. just do what you feel is right. - Going off 13th of january 6pm at the airport, coming back 10th of february morning.. - Will anyone really notice me gone? well besides my family i mean.. haha.. - Will you notice? - Ohh well.. busy week.. discussions of work.. packing of duffle bag.. combat life saver's course.. workwork. - Haha bought alot of stuff on friday's afternoon at orchard.. beanie (ugly).. sunglasses.. lip balm.. etc etc. - Ohh well, at least saturday's archery event wasn't that screwed up. hahaha *phew* remind me to pay derong. - I hate waking up in the morning from slumber knowing what i just went though was nothing but a good dream. Its like reality crushing down on you. hahahha. few days straight already =.= haha ohh well at least i enjoyed the dream~-Back to camp.. i'll blog again before i go nz bah.. - Hope for the best, expect the worst, life is a play, we're unrehearsed. Tuesday, January 02, 2007, 12:11:00 AM
A new Year, A new Start.
- And so the year 2006 ended amid well-wishes amongst the crowd, with glitzy fireworks, cheers, and most lovers in the arms of one another.. - Well i always loved fireworks, haha like what i said during the fireworks festival during august some time ago.. The instantaneous beauty of exploding lights and colour amid a darken sky as a background is amazing.. Haha when faced with such a spectacular display of light, who do you think of that moment? haha.. - -..The final burst of glitter..- - Haha managed to grab a front row seat by the esplanade bay by sheer luck due to the rain.. well hanging out with jet, xingying and alinia was quite fun too, haha yang collin and monkee i told you all the rain wont last long 1 lo =.= Well anyway.. haha next year we were talking about getting a hotel room at pan pacific.. haha~ that'll be quite fun too i guess.. A quiet walk from marina to clarke quay and home ended 2006 and started 2007 rather peacefully.. Well back to the topic.. so ends 2006.. It was a year to be marked in my life i guess, one which many deeds were done.. though not necessarily all good ones.. I've been to countries and done things in the army most would not have even thought about, i've earned my right as a leader among my peers in army, though i'm still proving to be one. I've overcome obstacles i never thought i was humanly possible of achieving. i've dreamt about things which are impossible, and did alot of unneccesary things.. sometimes.. knowingly.. knowing its pretty wrong or irritating but really can't help myself though.. but sometimes.. really unknowingly or intentionally.. but both are equally bad i suppose, 不智者无罪 doesnt really apply to the suitation i suppose.. Apologizing again and again doesn't help.. so.. here's how i'm trying my best not to be a nuisance to you anymore! *inhale* *delete* 举手不回头! swear.. i just hope that after I come back from NZ we'd really just go back to normal again. i'm not really that impossible and insensitive, and its really the worst kind of feeling to have known i'm being ignored and blocked again and again.. I really don't want to be nothing more than a nuisance anymore. Friendship. We've havnt even had a proper conversation or just a friendly chat for months, here's for trying to change things.. i've sworn upon it.. and i'd do whatever i can to change the way things are now. I'd really hope that you'd be relieved this way.. although it sucks to be me now lol.. =.= kidding.. What I guess what i have done for the past year can be reviewed in the blog archives.. but whats important now is what i want to do for the new year, a new start, a clean slate, i'll try not to fuck it up, or at least not to do so SO badly, hahaha.. So ends my 2 weeks of long leave and another 1/2 a year of army to go, it'll be a year of changes this year that is.. heres to hoping that it'll be changes for the better..! For old times sake.. For auld lang syne.. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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