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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Sunday, March 18, 2007, 9:38:00 PM
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And so i spent the sunday in camp doing doing somethings thats nothing in particular. Its been quite awhile since i've done that.. A quiet evening in camp set the mood for some thinking.. about things that has come to past. 2 and a 1/2 months passed since the ushering of the new year. and its been a very different atmosphere around my life itself as compared to before. I liken the recent happening to that of a transitional phase in my life now.. As a person leaving the army soon for a life of learning once more, from giving instructions to one of taking and learning instructions.. Back to a common society where i am but any other man whos opinion is holds less value or lightly heeded.. Back to a life of worrying of money spent unable to replace, To a life where things aren't that predictable such as waking up early in the morning deciding on the schedule of what to do in camp for the day.. Yet.. From a life of drifting for awhile to a life where i've found my anchor as to who i am in times unknown.. Haha but i guess i'm nonetheless that childish lil kid from last year hurh dear? haha bear with me laa.. What event signifies the changes of the different phases in our lifes? I guess for this phase of my life.. that event will be the closure of the musical fountain in sentosa, I never liked the idea of IR in singapore from the beginning, but now the closing down of the musical fountain to pave the way for the IR, Its almost like selling off a part of who we are for a future thats somewhat down the wrong path.. All good things have to end somehow i suppose.. I guess nobody can deny how much memories have been created at the musical fountain throughout the past many years, I've never been to the fountain shows itself for almost 10 years, but i still never forgot how much i enjoy the show. I doubt i'll forget the time i spend at the musical fountain this saturday then. I hope pictures that i'd show my kids when im old of the musical fountain could paint the same magic. As much as i'm feeling contented and happy now, i can't help but to continue to have doubts and uncertainty.. things that happened to me before prevents me from realising how much love there is in my life now.. and i'd be damn to let that be the reason that pushes you away from me.. i love you dear =] Que Sara Sara.. Somethings in life is meant to be simple, complications caused by my own excessive thinking never lead to anything good before. A busy week ahead indeed! packing.. taking over standby.. parade rehearsals.. 4 days straight of DO duty.. haha i guess this week the pay is hard to earn indeed. Simply fascinated by the phantom of the opera musical, so emotionally charged. haha.. Till next time.. Friday, March 09, 2007, 1:37:00 AM
2 weeks..
.2 Weeks. Well.. been a long time since i've blogged hurh.. 2 weeks.. - Tadaa! The love in my life at this point of time.. and hopefully forever. - ... - I guess most of the peeps especially those in archery be wondering how come out of the blue we're just together. well.. haha both of us have no clue either.. just out of the sudden i've found out that i attracted to sze and.. well kinda mutual, so.. might as well just try out expressing those feelings out. haha well.. i like the way things are now, kinda just content. - Well its really no point lamenting about the past and being pathetic about it.. the future's for living i suppose. well i found my future. =] haha guess "new year, fresh start" does apply hurh? - and so.. many things happened over the past 2 weeks, one of the more prominent ones would be.. arty anniversary dinner.. haha.. - ![]() - The famous penguin suit.. haha well i didnt look as bad as i thought i would in it, feels quite fun to don formal military wear once in a while.. - I guess the next big happening would be the archery competition in sp bah.. - well.. manifestation of the aims and goals of batches of sp archers to start our own competition.. well it did work out pretty well, haha not too bad.. i guess everyone had an interesting experience doing up the whole competition.. Well.. left wish just around 3 months in the army before i'm done with it.. 3 months isn't long considered the many months i've spent inside.. but somehow work just kinda finds me wherever i go.. haha being the least occupied officer around, its easy to get arrowed for work and stuff.. haha not to mention the 4 days of extra which is to be served soon.. ohh well.. what to do. - Now that i have sze.. things in my life starts to fall in place.. spends less time stoning.. work gets done faster.. and.. i don't spend time indulging in self-pity anymore for things i've done.. - I guess its been quite long since i've really felt loved.. the past year was so to say a lesson learnt in my life.. and i doubt i'd ever forget what happened right in the year where i was 21.. but now.. no more drifting aimlessly staring out the window or at stuff lamenting anymore.. i'm complete.. Thanks dear.. - well pretty late in the morning already.. i guess some shut eyes would be good now.. - Cheerios.. |
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