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And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Thursday, June 28, 2007, 1:35:00 AM
These are troubled times.. aren't they..?
These are troubled times.. aren't they..? - Couldn't sleep tonight.. thought a blog entry would help.. - Do any of you still have grand parents around..? both my grandmoms are still around. - And i'm afraid almost everyday that they won't be there anymore if i stopped caring. - Its just this, insurmountable fear in me.. I'm just frightened, terrified that one day i'll wake up only to find them gone.. - I don't seem like it, but i love them very much.. there were instances when i was talking to my grandmom that i had to fight back the tears caused just by having these thoughts.. - If only i could really believe in heaven and god.. - Whenever i'm leaving my gramps place, i'd always look at them closely, cause i'm afraid that it'll be the last time i'd be able to look at them.. - Whenever i walk past temples, i'd always pray for their health above all others.. - I know excessive fear breds no good benefits.. but i'm just not good at coping with loss.. - I've lost alot in my life already.. gains no less, but loss often leaves an irreplaceble scar.. - Some scars run deep.. - Its been 12 years already, but i still miss my grandfather. - I pray he's looking over my family.. Sunday, June 24, 2007, 10:11:00 PM
Unforgettable..
..Wonderful Tonight.. - Well.. almost a whole month after i left the army, and i seriously havn't been doing much conducive or meaningful at all have i? it's just been.. watching movies.. going out shopping.. hanging out outside.. playing games.. - Was just editting my blog template, font size, haha kinda pain in the ass thingy.. ohh well.. - Out of the things i set myself out to do during thise 2 months of break, think i've only kinda doing 1 of em, which is studying for uni.. flipping through the lecture notes.. driving? photography? haha.. big ambitions for a man of little drive, heart, or passion.. not alot of time too.. - Watched 2 movies i've rented in 2 days, and both of them were inspirational to say the least.. Rocky Balboa and Music and Lyrics. - Rocky Balboa.. about a legend whos coping with loss and adapting with now. applying of life's philosophies with references to boxing, "It ain't about how hard you hit, its how hard you get hit and keep moving forward.. thats how Winning is done.." Watching it alone on a weekday afternoon was a nice way to spend the afternoon.. - Music and Lyrics.. simply, about music making, somewhat kinda predictable love flicks and stuff, but its references towards how love can be expressed through music and lyrics is nice.. e.g "melodies are like instant attractions towards smth, cos of their looks or etc. but lyrics, its the soul, it is what you discover after looking deeper.." And I particularly love the theme song lyrics and melody.. the lyrics are as follows. ----------------------- I've been living with a shadow overhead.. I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long.. Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on.. - I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind - All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love -------------------------- Thats the first 2 verses, watch the youtube video, its nice.. - Nothing like a romantic and touching movie now and then ehh.. - If it was you, how would you cope with loss? blaming yourself for things you could've done? or accepting it as part of life's challenges.. as much as possible.. i try to honor those losses i've made by remembering them.. waas just thinking about it.. its been 12 years since my grandfather passed away.. and i can't say i don't miss him.. - My mind has been wondering off to far away places often these days.. - Same side of the moon.. Tuesday, June 12, 2007, 10:14:00 PM
NS Boy.. Civilian Man..
2 Years.. All the Experiences In 2 Years.. And so, NS life ends with a small thud rather than a big bang.. No all ends comes dramatically i suppose.. It ended with a quiet morning.. slightly cooling.. and the mrt ride to camp was on full of recollections of army memories.. well, theres just too many to even begin speaking off. Thats how all NS people feel i suppose.. too many memories.. it'll take forever to recollect.. Perfect stories for the grandchildren i suppose. haha.. Guess i was hoping for a dramatic closure of sorts.. kinda have alot of chapters in my life left unclosed.. With no camp to return to and no work left undone in camp.. i feel empty. Like a quiet guitar left on the shelf.. Close your eyes, and just blink *blink* now look at the calender.. June 12th, 2007.. Wow..? Half a year gone like that.. and its just less than 4 months ago i was still in NZ, almost feels so long ago.. time.. and its relativity.. Been feeling tired these days.. Just.. taking some time to adjust to the changes in my tempo in life.. taking my time to breathe the air around and just absorb the situation.. feeling kinda moody these days.. Well at least friday is a day to look forward to.. Friday.. I never looked back the day i left camp, was too exhilarated about the fact that i'm leaving.. wonder what would if i had looked back.. Shadows of the past fading? Its always difficult parting with old memories.. ![]() Always loved this picture.. haha using this to express my feeling.. goodbye to yesterday.. Till then.. hope for the best, expect the worst, life is play, we're unrehearsed.. |
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