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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 11:40:00 PM
Hold me.. even though i know you're leaving..
Hold Me.. Even though i know you're leaving.. - Changes Abound in the past few weeks.. and for most part of it, it was tiring.. - Much major changes are occuring around me.. - 1. The almost successful en-bloc of my house.. had a discussion among my family about whether to sell it.. well.. the money is really alot.. kinda those type a lifetime of working wont earn.. yet.. My family has been living in this apartment for 3 generations.. and change has never been a thing i liked. I mean.. where else in singapore can you find views like this? Well so far i can't think of any.. but to me, these views accompanied me for almost 10 years of my life, and just staring at the evening sky calms my mood.. - My point of view? - Somethings in life, not even all the money in the world can buy, and my house is just one of those somethings close to my heart. - But we're not living in a fairy tale.. - Well my parents are getting old.. and the amount of money can ensure their future retirement is with safeguard.. - Welcome to life my friend. Recent photo i took during on of the saturdays.. the singapore flag flew by my place before heading towards marina bay for NDP, its a pretty good scene to behold. Side tracking abit.. I cleaned out my notice board which i left untouched for almost.. erh. 4 years? haha.. alot of crap written on it if u zoom in and see. mostly dates i forgotten what they were for too. Some where sayings i made up.. ohh well.. - Next big change. 2. Since Poly, i hated orientation camps or groups, just by looking at them. I hate them very much. Yeap. I think they are lame, noisy, and for most part kinda insulting to intellect for the name of fun. For 5 years i've seen orientation camps in poly shouting "cheers", "cheers" while walking around, "cheers" for food, "cheers" competition. Yeap. They. Are. Irritating. - Another reason being that most guys go there just to hook up with girls (my personal opinion). And the seniors no matter how good the intentions are to help, i feel patronised, belittled, etc etc. - Yet. I've just signed up and paid for my science orientation week. I'm feeling the regret and stuff now. I mean.. I'm not the type that takes well to doing orientation stuff, e.g. no matter how fun it is, playing games and singing cheers. - Sigh.. Maybe its just me. My impression of my peers so far in uni is kinda low.. I'm just judging people too harshly for my own good.. But still. I. Don't. Like. Going. For. Orientations. - Just found out about a website hosting music.. pretty fun surfing around it to listen to songs.. Changed my background song to 1 i heard in Smallville, 1 of the episodes closing, find it very touching, those country acoustic type.. - Happy 5 months anniversary baby. =] Monday, July 16, 2007, 9:21:00 PM
Serenade..
Interesting song i found in the web, kinda love it. Tuesday, July 10, 2007, 12:01:00 AM
The Right to Love.
-Night Blindness- -The Right to Love- - Playlist - Tanya Chua songs. - Heard a S.H.E song about the right to love etc. etc. It gave me food for thought.. what gives us the right to love in the modern age? Back in the old times if marriage wasn't arranged, they were more of instantaneous attractions to the opposite size. Nowadays, love fundamentally hasn't changed, its still plain simple notion of enjoying the close companionship of the opposite gender, but humanity has made it so complex and complicating these days.. Things like MCP guys or bimbotic girls, or the analysis of the male behavior and the female POV's, i mean who heard of those centurys or decades ago? - Might not be making any sense. hmm. my point being.. people think that to be in a relationship, it must fundamentally be built on the same interest, hobbies, attitude, character, before they fall in love. Well they have the right to be picky well it may jolly well be the single most impt choice in their life, BUT haha my real point is. - Isn't falling in love more than just figures (i mean figure of speech and monetarily speaking)? Sure anybody can say they love someone, but how do we weigh or prove it? (although i never liked proving or quantifying love). By how much they know about the other party? or Monetarily? - By how much they are willing to sacrifice for the one they love, thats what i always thought it would be. Sure, i might not be able to know or remember exactly that much info about someone (though it shows the effort you take to remember the knowledge xD) But i would gladly give up a lifetime for a moment with the one i love. - Muacks. - Emotional's the word to be using for tonight again i suppose.. emotions for memories gone by, for things we've lost, for uncertainty of things to come, for fear, for doubt, for longing.. - So ended the first 10 days of July, a month and 2 days it's been since ORD, yet seems so long ago doesnt it ehh? haha.. - A trip to pay respects to ivan reminds me of how fragile life is, and how old friendship never dies. - Pure exhaustion drives me to rest early tonight. - Hope for the best, expect the worst, life is a play, we're unrehearsed. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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