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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
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Monday, January 28, 2008, 12:39:00 AM
Things beyond our comprehension or control
Things Beyond Our Comprehension Or Control.. - The first blog of 2008 happens to be. an emotional one.. - In the past 3 weeks alot of things happened that was beyong my control and i guess it involved making people really upset. but there were things that had to be done for the betterment of all of us.. and i really hope that it was for the better in the future.. - If there was someone to blame, it'd undoubtedly be me. I offer no arguement or denial of that fact. If retribution is to come in whatever sort of form towards me i'd voice no protest. But till this day i still hold to my opinion that i did it for the better.. - I was told that i'm pampered and that i had things come by easy in my life. In certain aspects, i hold no contest to that statement. i have had many things come easy in my life. my physical wants and needs was often answered, i have had no major setbacks or met with extreme difficulties in the things that i do or have done. - But honestly. I have had my share of disappoints in my life. of false hopes. of turmoiled nights. of seemingly unachievable goals. of hopes of contentment that i was unable to give. I am but every other normal person who had gone through pain. and hurting someone else. is much more painful than hurting yourself. - For the entire week. I have been feeling miserable. About what kind of person i am. I just myself to be happy. i really want to be able to laugh and smile as usual. Yet i feel so ladened with negative emotions that i lost the will to be happy. I lost the will to wake up every morning. - I am but a selfish person. that was the conclusion that i came up with. and probably i will never truly be able to make anyone that i care for happy at all. Maybe the punishment would be that i will never be happy myself either. I guess its much better that im left alone for awhile. solitude would do the people around me more good than showing concern for me. I have been but incorrigible to change and susceptable to being fan jian. - I need time.. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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