- The end of 2009-

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Admist major global changes all around the world, i sit down and ponder at 3.08am in the morning (rather unearthly hour to do pondering i know), about the small changes about me in my life.

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I always was fascinated in the speed of which time travels so surreally fast, if theres even such a word called surreally. haha. An entire year, with 2 semester worth of experiences and happenings in which i've gone through. I wonder if its old age or whatever, but i realise that at the end of a year and when i look back, i realised that i've actually forgot about events that occurred earlier in the year. much like chinglings wedding, and all the major events in life just seem to slip my mind that it ever even occurred. Or perhaps it's just the eventfulness of the year in which there are too many things that happened to commit to memory well. haha.

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Well 2009 is what i think will be the last of years before a major turning point occurs in my life in particular, with the end of my uni education coming up very soon, a major shift in lifestyle is set to happen in the near future where after 24 years of education i may have to start working soon. I guess the notion scares me pretty profoundly as i realise that work is really so much more horrible than studying. yet after all the times that we all lament that studying is so sian, the unescapable truth still presents itself. That working drains you of life, work causes a rift between the number of friends in which you can share you life with. hahaha morbid.............. ¬.¬

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As always, the change of a year, the repeating of the months in an endless cycle presents itself as a convinient simultanous end of chapter of life in which each human individual can relate to. My views on 2009? It was yet another year of discovery for me, of new found friends and of myself.

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In general, it's been a great year with little upsets in my life, yet small changes have occurred worldwide that calls for joyous celebration or rekindled faith in humanity. I begin to fear more often of the future in which our climate is so harsh where clear blue skies might be a thing of the past. So heres a hoping and prayer that humanity would push past senseless bickering, and past their flawed selfish existance that there are so much more to life, than paparazzi news, than gossip and senseless behavior of so called stars.

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Well, heres to you mate, happy 2010, lets hope its a good/better un' in the days to come =]

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And so the end of another year is approaching rapidly, and its the last weekend before christmas already. haha i find it rather true what i heard from my friend recently, that after your 21st birthday, the following years in which you live just flashes across your eyes before you can even know it.

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Well this year has been yet another long though, with me barely remembering what happened at the start of the year. a sign of old age perhaps? maybe i'll start up with a list again of the things that i can remember.

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1. A First Primary School Gathering after what 12 years?

2. Going back to nan chiau high school grounds to take pictures, haha that was quite an adventure having to climb the fence over in

3. CMCC BBQ, that was pretty interesting i must say haha

4. SOW 09 of course who could missed that

5. Ching Ling's wedding

6. Bintan 09' which of course just happened this week

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Well 2009, is yet another year of many firsts and changes. But all in all the nature of humanity still remains changed, selflessness in a few yet selfishness in most are still the way that it is and has been. The weather and environment is becoming increasingly unpredictable, yet inaction still finds itself present, even in such obvious times of dire needs. ohh well.

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Haha abit lost my drive to write, maybe its the afternoon feeling. continue on next time~