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Monday, December 30, 2013, 10:46:00 PM
Yearly Post 2013 - The Year of Feeling Unfinished
Here we are again. Another Full Circle. Another Lap in the Marathon of Life.
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Needless to say my rare and long yearly posts has a melancholic tone to it, mainly because another year that i will never get back just passed, and like all time, moments and events, it's over before you know it. Well! not point crying over spilled milk its not like i have a lot of regrets this year haha.
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If I have to use a short expression to describe this year, i would probably use
Unfinished.
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Well it's not like i have anything i can think of that is unfinished or regrets for that matter, but it's just this feeling i can't shake off, that i should have done alot more this year, seen alot more this year, tried alot more this year. Haha. Although i did start on a few things that i'm "proud" of as well. Hokay. Lets list a few of the major events this year, for quick review.
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1. The Horrible haze at the start of the year.
2. All my favorite interns working together.
3.Went to NDP this year!
4. Went to USS for the first time? Took the f. mummy ride and hated it. lol
5. Another High Key Reservist Training.
6. BOUGHT DAMN ALOT OF STUFF. GoPro, Polaroid, Toys, Models, Iron man. Lost Count.
7. Started Keycap "business". No didnt really earn alot.
8. Europe Trip of course was the highlight of the year.
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Those were, on a lighter note, the events that happened this year. Maybe i'd just talk about my work, life and love in general.
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Work? Havn't had any overseas work or trips since i told my boss i didn't want to travel anymore. I do know i'm shutting myself out from a world of opportunities, but last years experiences just left a bad taste in my mouth to want to travel overseas anymore, as much i've seen and 'learnt' quite abit. The Merger with Ecolabs was.. a culture shock to say the least, and the challenges of workload and monotony combined with complacency to not actively want to learn new knowledge has made work a fairly dull affair. Nonetheless, I keep trying to actively remind myself to work hard and learn, least I waste my youth on doing things that don't matter.
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Life? I do think i'm learning to be more proactive to start micro ideas or projects that i have in mind. Like, laminating art pieces and photos, building models, buying things and collectibles that i really want to. Well if only i have the dexterity to finally learn how to drive.
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Love? I must admit we've quarreled alot this year, from accumulative misgivings we have about each other, the complacency after being together for so long, and sometimes the lack of effort to be considerate or thoughtful. Sometimes our really bad quarrels have left me really exasperated and thinking alot. But nonetheless i still really do believe in our relationship, even after so much quarreling, unhappiness, i still am happy and content to be with her. We really do have many differences in our future, but hey. I love her :) Just as much as i love our dog, which is before we know it, 2 years old already.
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What awaits me now in 2014? 2013 has proven to be a really tumultous year as the political climate in singapore changed with the White Paper Protest, and we see drastic enviromental changes this year with the Haze, freak weather and raising temperatures once again. As a working adult, we lose focus on the passing of time, as theres not really something fixed that we can look forward to like the school holidays or semesters end and start. With my friends all getting married or being engaged, i try not to have to conform to the pressure of being the last, but i still am looking forward to be able to start the next phase in my life..But that will take somemore working on i guess. With my financial ability and maturity i suppose.
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So! I don't think i will be able to countdown to 2014 my usual way which i really like to by watching fireworks, but doing the same thing can be a little boring every year :) Okay. To another unknown new year we gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Happy 2014 :)
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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