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You Don't Know me, You Don't Even Care望著你 突然一阵心痛 一次又一次任那感情放纵 你的脆弱 让我走不开 你的依赖 所以我存在 | ||||||||
And so it is, Just like you said it would be
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Monday, September 19, 2005, 12:24:00 AM
All my bags are packed.. im ready to go again.. i suppose?
Well 2 weeks of block leave is over in a jiffy, haha good times never last as i've found out again and again.. anyway it had been a good rest from bmt, although mentally im not really prepared to go back to camp, i'd suppose i'd just have to ride through it... Well to tell you the truth when weijian msged me during my ns bbq last thurs that i got into OCS i was really surprised, i know myself that i wasnt the best performer within the platoon and yet i got a better posting than those who had put in more effort than me, it feels kinda.. awkward, almost embarassing that i got into ocs.. but since i got in might as well make the best of it.. well i've met quite a few old friends this week, farhana.. collin.. yang.. hanging out with them was really enjoyable, feels like just the old days, but haha kinda disappointing is that didnt meet up with some others like yao sheng, my sec school 4 man gang.. my poly classmates.. my archery peeps.. haha didn't get the chance to eat a tub of venezia too.. but ohh well i settled for a small cup for myself today :] Well this week hasn't been a really romantic 1.. didnt really had the chance to meet up with my girl often.. and we didnt really have much to talk about and we quarreled a little.. but yeah its working out i suppose.. but i was really looking forward to her support to get me thru the 3 weeks confinement for ocs.. well she really didnt give me much verbal encouragement.. but haha i noe she does care.. i think..? ha.. i feel really neglected sometimes.. my girl doesnt show her care for me much and i feel like im on the giving end.. its not that im complaining or disliking caring for her.. but everybody is selfish in love.. i want to be loved too.. i want to know that some1 cares for me too.. yeap thats right, 3 weeks away from home and online, i dont guess anybody will really miss me.. you guys all noe it.. haha its been so long since i've really hanged out with you guys i dont blame you guys for putting me outta your minds.. maybe its just me or something but i'm feeling pretty melancholic now.. Well its not like it hasnt happen b4, away from home i mean, as always i'll try to find a way to ride it out, survive thru the weeks i suppose, till then guys.. take care.. ::::: Leaving ::::: And so he stands there exhaling a sigh of relief.. Bags are packed, yet not ready to leave.. the heart's tied down to those he yearn.. yet few of those know.. too busy to see.. that someone is waiting there for them.. No one said that leaving was easy.. Well, no 1 said it would be so hard.. what do you do when your heart's not there? what do you do about feelings unshared.. whatever it is, life still goes on, and before you'll know it, it'll all be thru. Haha.. it might sound cheesy, but its really true.. Life is a play.. we're all unrehearsed.. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.![]() Woei Perng Age:24+ D.O.B:03/09/1985 Horoscope:Virgo School:NUS Chemistry Email:wongwp21@hotmail.com What is my proof of existence? When i'm 50 i hope that my daily revelations written in this place will help me in summarising what kind of life i have lead. I've done things i wasn't proud of, Things that i may never be able to forgive myself, but in doing so i've learnt lessons of patience and emotional control, discovering what i had become and how far i have deviated. Change is never too late. |
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+ Be with me.. + Block leave.. + All that begins has to end.. + Solitude + Life is a play.. we're all unrehearsed.. + Who i am.. + 2 WEEKS TO NEXT BOOK OUT + The life of a chao recruit.. + Yet another week.. + 3 weeks.. wheni'mgone
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An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D |
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