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Wednesday, August 30, 2006, 10:14:00 PM
Forever a never ending cycle of misery..
Just 17 days that i didn't blogged. 17 days.. a long 17 days.. - get ready for a long one... - Well start from the latest events i suppose.. birthdays this week.. 21st.. was looking forward to it all year since last year.. but seems like it wont be as happening as i wanted to be i suppose, part of the people that i want to be there dont seem like they'll be coming.. well.. just.. disappointed in a way.. but ohh well the world doesn't centre around you. haha live with it..! well trying trying.. But come on.. everyone wants to have just one day to feel important.. to feel special.. well i also want to feel it for once. - All my life i felt that i've been just a side character in everyone else's life, and i tried to be someone special to others, for just one day.. i want to be me. just me. not some other guy.. haha.. - "dont let ur feelings lead ur life.... u have to work with it" - haha yazid just said this to me.. now that i think of it.. i've been letting my feelings lead me on all my life.. i cant change it.. thats the way i am.. i like the way i am.. i tend to go all depressed and melancholic when things don't turn out the way i want them to.. like now? yup just like now.. i give up almost too easily.. - How do you find out that yourself is pathetic? "when others slightest gestures towards you can bring a smile to your face or leave you waiting with anxiety for ages.." - Just that when i do smth.. i put all my bloody effort into it.. and i admit, i dont take failures lightly.. always worrying about this always thinking about "what if?" but not "what then?". So much so that most of the time i don't notice myself that all these thinking and worrying are what causes my failures.. i hate it.. especially when it comes to my personal life.. just.. f it la.. - I wonder whats more upsetting, my stupidity and stubborness, or the indifference.. - haha sorry about always being moody, guess its just the weather.. havn't rained so heavily in a while hurh.. haha was just singing to myself in the bloody heavy rain.. - haha kinda not in the mood to carry on le.. nxt time bah.. laterz.. happy 21st to myself.. |
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